iv started seeing things
that aren’t there.
people, out of the corner of my eyes.
i never thought i could get crazier…
im obsessing over this. not knowing if it will get worse. if i will start hearing things that aren’t there. iv begun to question everything, if its real or not, every sound, every object, every thought…
wondering how much of my mind will leave me.
its really intence to know about when someone is going to die. 16 months is such a small amout of time, and i dont know what to do with it.
the prossess of being “strong” is simply distanceing yourself.
locking the thing away from your being.